Log in

what a catch

So I'll be alone again tonight, was really looking forward to spending time with you. But I guess you think it's okay to blow me off two days in a row and lie to me.

I thought we were over that. Apparently not.

You disappoint me so much.

You want to spend time with me tomorrow in the afternoon. I really don't want to now. I doubt I'll be able to look you in the eye without disgust.

Farewell my love. I knew it wouldn't last.

Mar. 25th, 2010

For the first time in a over a year, I'm single. And I hate it. :'(

Maybe we'll get back together in the future... who knows.

Fuck the 29ths are going to kill me.
I think I have a new crush and his name is Henry Cavill. UNF UNF UNF

Image and video hosting by TinyPic

All thanks to this ONTD post

I think I'm in love.

Oct. 16th, 2009

Oh LJ how I've missed you! It's been over a month since the last time I was here. So I finally got my new computer screen thanks to Joseph, who bought it for me. Ha if I left to my parents they would've made me wait until December to buy it. To quote my girl Rachel Zoe I LITERALLY DIED when they told me. Now I have to go back an entire month back to view all the gossip I missed from ONTD. I know what I'll be doing this weekend.

Well here's what has been going on with me:

OMG Cheno won an Emmy for PD! Olive Snook <3

September 19, We saw The Mars Volta at Municipal Auditorium. OMFG they were beyond amazing! Probably one of the best live concerts I've ever been to.

October 10, We saw Dear and the Headlights for the 5th or 6th time at Sam's Burger Joint. I still can't get enough of them. Their performances keep getting better and better every time I see them.  

Tomorrow I'll be doing a walkathon for my mom. This time I know what I'll be facing this year, my legs still ache at the memory

I think I found my bday concert for this year: Saosin at the White Rabbit on December 15. I'm still pissed that I missed them at Warped Tour.
Yesterday I was in a quite depressing mood, because Ted Kennedy passed away. When I saw the announcement on Yahoo, I immediately started crying. This news hit me so hard because about two weeks ago his sister, Eunice died. He and his family did such great things for this country, my family, and myself. I love the Kennedys so much and have so much respect for them. They had such great values and were taught to care for and help the less fortunate. They didn't have to but yet they did. I admire them for their strength through tragedy and scandal. However, I think Eunice Kennedy touched my heart the most. She founded the Special Olympics. My half brother and his friends were in the Special Olympics in the 70s and 80s. From what I can tell from the photos that were taken by my mother, they all looked like they were having a blast. You see they were normal kids but to outsiders they were kids that had disabilities that held them back from having fun, but we all knew that wasn't true.  So thank you so much Eunice and the rest of the Kennedys in heaven for your love and compassion through out these decades.

Photos that I love of the Kennedy clan... Collapse )


Love this song sfm.

Dear and the Headlights "Parallel Lines" from Drunk Like Bible Times

There's no sound, no one around
Half the sun's gone underground
All the dead still hold their heads
But their old weeping won't resound
As we drag our western talks
Down thousand year old blocks
Vesuvius looks ashamed
That he ever lost his mind
And that people now spend time excavating his rage
Kiss my mouth, leave me no doubts
With antiquated gestures now
There's no sound, no one around
That lurid moon in peeking out
And your steps they seem to rhyme
So perfectly with mine
As we pass through ancient gates
And I'm whistling at stray dogs
And you're laughing on my arm
Just waiting for the train
Out by parallel lines I try to make sense
Of that strange pulsing there in my wrist
But you don't bother to guess
You're not confused to be blessed
You're just smiling so thankful to exist
 So, Warped Tour was a bust, it was extremely hot and no shade. It was about mid-afternoon when we left. We barely stayed for two performances (Scary Kids Scaring Kids and Senses Fail). Missed Dear and the Headlights set and their signing. After we arrived at the house, I found out on the news that there was a HUGE building for us to cool off! We weren't told! Lord, I hope someone told the other 20 something kids that were trying to find shade under the tiny trees and the small tent Mix 96.1 we found refuge in.  The other thing that bothered me was that all the bands we wanted to see were spread out between two hours each. :(  I doubt we'll attend Warped Tour again.
 Well I got a DATH shirt and talked to their drummer for awhile. That was the only bright side. 

 Ok, so lately I've been obsessed with The Big Bang Theory on CBS. I LOVE this show, they have such a great cast and awesome writers.  Today I finally finished their second season! The third season premieres in September and I can't wait.
 Another thing I've been obsessed with is Bat for Lashes. I adore Natasha. Right now I'm listening to Fur and Gold & Two Suns on myspace like everyday. IT'S INSANE! I need to buy her cds.
So, tomorrow is my Warped Tour date. This is my first time attending and I'm pretty nervous. I've never been to an event like this, especially outdoors in the heat. Joseph's going with me so I don't have to go alone. We've already decided not to get too close to the stage and stay in the back. I've read the stuff on what to bring and what not to bring. I'm bringing my drawstring bag, hand sanitizer, sunscreen, a sun visor, our tickets (duh), pen & paper (to write down the show schedule), my phone, and $$$. I heard you can bring unopened water bottle, but I'm not too sure. Also, my main concerns are the heat and keeping ourselves hydrated. God forbid I faint from the heat.

The bands we hope to see are Dear and the Headlights (this will hopefully be my 6th time seeing them live), Saosin, Senses Fail, Alexisonfire, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, and Thrice. God forbid we miss any of them.

Also, tomorrow is Joseph's 21st birthday. Hopefully he'll keep to his promise that he won't drink too much at the show. I told him can drink at least 2 beers. I'm so nice, aren't I? :)

Jun. 1st, 2009

This weekend was very busy and eventful.

Friday was my 1 year anniversary with Joseph. We just stayed at home, watched t.v. and held each other in our bed. Relaxation at it's best. It's been quite a roller-coaster of a year.  We know our weaknesses and what we can overcome.
He got me a beautiful, yet simple ring to signify our one year.

Saturday, we volunteered with my parents and my Aunt Cecilia to help my Aunt Margaret with her luncheon for St. Joseph (South San), who were closing their catholic school. My mother's family have attended that church since they were very young. Some of my aunts and uncles actually attended the school in the late 50s-early 60s.
It was a lot of work but I wanted to help the church that I have very fond memories of with my grandparents.

Sunday, we went to the movies and saw 'Up'. I cried a few times; I have such a soft spot in my heart for old, elderly couples.

Young Ellie and Carl

The movie was really good. I'll probably go see it again, but this time in 3-D! :D 
Also, I loved the short 'Partly Cloudy', they should make that into a movie.

ETA: Tonight is Conan's first night as the Tonight Show host! 

There's nothing better than spending half a day at Half-Price Books. It was an ideal day. I love the smell of books, especially old books. I wish I could have spent more time there. I asked Joseph if some time in the future if we could come back. It was nice to spend some time with him, even if that meant looking for old comic books. Three weeks from today will be our 1 year anniversary. I'm looking forward to it.

This past week I attended a funeral. My father's cousin passed away. It made me realize that I have to accept that my father is going die in a couple of years. He's 75 right now. My worst fear is that he won't be there for my wedding, to walk me down the aisle; see his grandchildren. It'll break my heart to see him not there. I know I'll have Joseph there to hold my hand if my fear comes true. God forbid it does happen soon. Joseph lost his father when he was very young, I believe he was 13. I know for sure it had a lot to do with him turning to drugs to numb the pain away. I just have to remind myself to tell my dad that I love him everyday and thank him for everything he's done for me and our family. I know he feels unappreciated but I hope I can change that.

Well here are some things that have inspired me and lifted my spirits this past month and today. I had a pretty crappy day. The only thing that was alright was seeing Ghosts of Girlfriends Past. 

Lazarus threw the party, Lazarus threw the fight.....Collapse )